piercingafterdark

Heheh... I think I could actually afford, next semester, to publish one of my books. I may have to save up. I don't know. I want to. I don't want my stupid poems to be published first before my stories, but I'm honestly not that excited about The Ceramic Mask anymore. It was too straightforward. I wish I'd get a critique. Perhaps the samples need to be longer. And people are here for the art. I honestly expected nothing. God... my life has gotten good for the first time since I can remember. This is insane. Nothing horrible is happening. I really love it. It scares me too. Publishing my poems will be cheaper. I can't believe my old account

I love writing stories. I think its because poems are so much faster to communicate, is why poems get way more attention anywhere, not just here. I'm doing what I love. I decided to drop a very hard major which i was doing for the money. I thought I liked it, but I stopped liking it later and was lying to myself at this point. Nursing to political science; the major doesn't matter. The only thing is, money, which, for some reason I do believe I will publish well and sell enough to live and pay off my debts; I hope so. I want to be a cryptkeeper also. I wonder if I will write well enough to be a cryptkeeper part time. I respect the dead a lot